shall I tell you a secret ?

I am fat ...there I said it

I am less fat than I was but more than I was a year ago. I can see you scratching your head this has nothing to do with crochet but bear with me

I suffer with boredom.eating  night Times stretch endlessly  and some crisps or chocolate while away the hours but I really do need to stop I have wracked my brains for a solution and decided   I will hook myself slim


I like the idea of a blanket something to represent  My journey  so off to ravelry I went for thinspiration lol see what I did there !!.

I don't know whether it better to make squares  or follow a pattern  so stripes  waves or something else entirely then there is size issue

I toyed with idea of a kind of mood blanket a colour representing loss  or gain but imagine a blanket of gains how would I ever sleep lol

I find attic 24 a good place to get ideas fir blankets .I have real envy whenever I visit.

Then I played over my many mags these were amongst my favourite

The one thing they all have in common is patch work. So I think  that's what  I will aim for but still no exact idea   of what I want 

 So enough of my ramblings I am of to get  a motif  and hopefully show you the start